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Thursday, February 26, 2009
I just received the most shocking news to date. A friend of mine, has just recently passed away. December last year. I wun go to the details but she was a very nice person. We were not veeeery close but still I think she's nice. Although a bit quiet, but still nice. Kinda shocked and sad at the same time. Peace. May you go in peace...
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11:01:00 AM
I just received a call up notification from the army to ask me go back reservist during june. Like that how to go australia? Their timing really damn fked up... Damn sian
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8:22:00 AM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
How... I would really like to go out with her but she just seems to be too busy for me. I would really like to try but she doesnt seem willing. Dun feel like giving up, feel like giving my all. But dun know if that's the right thing to do or not. .__.
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10:05:00 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
Saturday was Chun Yuan's birthday. Went to chinatown Sarah's cousin's pub. Had a few drinks quite ok la not bad quite fun. But the highlight of the day was ivan. Because Esther came with her bf, weiliang, Ivan was very depressed. In the end he was drunk and kept mumbling a lot of nonsense. I was very glad that happened. He has been wasting his life away. Sometimes you need some events to wake you up. I hope this wakes him up and he stops wasting his life away doing nothing, jumping between jobs and being broke most of the time. This led me to think of something. He always likes to talk about how he has many years of sales experience and how he can do sales how he was the top sales for dunno when. But that's all pointless right if you look at the current situation where you are in. What's most important is NOW. How are you living your life NOW. I dun care what u've done in the past but what are you doing now and what are you going to do about your future. U may be talented and experienced in your own field but the saying holds true. A tencai will be overcome with hard work. As long as you put in hard work, you can overcome a talented person. If that talented person works hard too then there's only 1 way. Work harder than him. In sports, entertainment or any field. Everyone only sees the success and achievements that the person has but he never sees how much hard work he has put into every stroke and every move. How that person has practiced countless hours on a certain move just to perfect it. Practiced day and night to be what he is today. Only if you can commit yourself to such hard work can you ever overcome and be the best. I'm willing to do it. Are you?
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4:15:00 AM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Wah my studies are on track... Cannot believe it, actually can make it. Got some hope lol. Can't help it I still try to ask her out lol. Hope for the best. Got to go already. Chun Yuan birthday! Lets go Celebrate! Celebrate me! Knockdown! The people breakdown! Downfall Downfall Just to die! Nice lyrics from the song sparks monkey by laputa. Are you a sparks monkey?
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5:48:00 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
My best friend in uni is having problems with her relationship. I hope she's going to be ok. She's a very nice person and so is her boyfriend. I hope things work out! Jia you Bernice! Today was very shiok. I went gym from 12-3 then suppose to meet tianzi to go temple but he couldnt meet me. Then Benedict came to bugis to pass me his books. Last year's UOL examiners reports. After a few games of KOF i went home. About 7+. Then i booked my UOL revision classes. I tell you my timetable is HELL MONTH. No slots so everything cramped into 1 month instead of split between 2 months. Die ler T.T Then 9+ I went for road work now just come home to blog xD. Ran for about 1 hour 15 mins. should be over 10km ba. Feels good. Oh yeah while i was running i was thinking about what to post then now i remembered. Some people ask why so old already still watch anime. Well I said it before so i'll repeat it again. Watching shows is a form of entertainment, but also its a form of education. As in what u can learn from the shows. About friendship, family and of course, following what u believe in. All sports anime have 1 thing in common. To tell you to believe in yourself, and also your teammates. To take the toughest road and not the easy way out so that u learn more in the process. To always aim for the highest point and slowly work your way towards it. Gintama although is a comedy but it still has a lot of lessons to teach. Its shows like that which teach and entertain at the same time. On a much higher lvl. Not the basics abcs or 123s but on a deeper note of how to live your life. Watch it yourself and get inspired!
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6:55:00 AM
Monday, February 16, 2009
Maybe there was a little misunderstanding. Bill, I think u have read the situation wrongly, and its not right to say things like that. Its not a very nice thing to say either even if u said it in jest. Not asking you not to comment but please be careful with your comments. Applies to everyone who wants to. *edit* Last nite 12 tell me to give up my dream of going pro. Sadded. No faith in me. It seems like an impossible dream but things are only impossible if u give up. Otherwise the opportunity is always there.
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4:31:00 PM
What was I thinking? Today was more or less my rest day. Was supposed to go running but... Very low morale and Benedict sick. So can't get myself to run. Like that how to compete. Anyway, that was not what what was i thinking. I totally let myself get absorbed into the mood of V day. U know get in the mood for things. Its always like that. I let my emotions run wild and then I try too hard. 1 thing says it all. "She's not that into you". Haha. WA Luna reads my blog. HAHAHAHA. Damn u la Luna, I want to watch the benjamin buttons movie now nobody to watch with me. Got a few shows I wanna watch la, the Benjamin buttons, the 2 Japanese shows, K-20 and suspect X. And the Andy Lau movie. HAHA how can dun watch. Andy lau leh! Anyway, I think i'll try not to try already. Its very depressing when u try and then things start going the other way. I'll stick to my gym, boxing, running and studying. How can I let my friends down. My 2 best friends, him and his gf, have given me a set of new gloves. New gloves that will take on the world. How could I let them down?
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7:13:00 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Yesterday was valentines day! And in the morning I still had to go to office and see my boss. Sad la, spent the rest of the day doing nothing. Walking around, more or less zhuo bo. Was supposed to meet Qiao Ling in the evening cause her nail class end at 6 and her dance practice start at 8 so got 2 hours. But then sad leh, she didnt want to eat so end up meet her at city hall the star bucks and then we sit there chit chat. Haha also not bad la talk about a lot of things. Nice to know. After that she left for her rehearsal then i walk around a bit at city hall. At least i wanted to, but in the end i bought dinner and went home to eat. Gan sad. LOL! I think maybe i sms her a bit too much izzit? She start to dao me already. But how ah, sometimes its just u feel like talking to the person leh. Dunno wat to do. *Shrug*. Today she got performance leh, wonder how she's doing. o.o
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5:28:00 AM
Friday, February 13, 2009
First off, grats Tournament Ben for being promoted! In such tough times still can get promotion. Grats. Next is I had supper at Al Ameen with Qiao Ling today! I wanted to surprise her with a gift because by the time i meet her and have supper will be past 12 already. I wanted to buy chocolates cause she like the dark chocolates but then by the time i wanna do my shopping all the shops closed. So instead I bought her a display item. Winnie the pooh de. Dun know she will like or not. >.< Hope she does la. Haha She brought a friend along today to have supper together. Pei Shan. Funny and friendly person. The 3 of us went to have prata and all order the same food. 1 mushroom cheese prata and 1 egg prata. As always, the prata there very nice lol. Qiao Ling looks more pretty now lol. And nice to talk to too. Ahh 4am already, tomorrow going to go office to listen to my boss nag and nag again. So tired. T.T Happy valentines day!
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11:44:00 AM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Haven post for the past few days. Lets start with tuesday... Leave the rest for other days. Went to school and gave my presents to my classmates! But very sad, Xue Ling not there. I was writing the cards just before I went to school so... Got some errors lol~. Forgot to write Xue Ling's name on the envelope and as Bernice's card was the last I wrote, I didn't get to write much =(. And so paiseh, i forgot to buy things for amanda. LOL!!!! Then the Debbie some more in front of her ask me faster faster pass them the gifts! LOL!!! But its ok Debbie-chan. HAHAHA I bought them some sweets, the bottle on the sweets has funny descriptions. I can't really remember what they were tho, so I'll leave it as that for now. But the thing I wanna write about is that I gave them some very cute iron on stuff. I don't really know what its for but its so damn cute la LOL~. I got an elephant for Bernice, Crab for Christina, Pink Rabbit for Debbie-chan and stars for Xue Ling! They are so cute la. My these 4 friends are also so cute la lol~. Especially Bernice because she always act cute. Debbie leh, Debbie is always full of energy! Btw Debbie-chan the chan is not the surname chan is the japanese chan so that's why i always Debbie-chan. Anime/Manga thing la. Only comment on these 2 cause they are my bestest uni friends. But actually all 4 also are la but I know them better. Its friends like these that u wish uni lasts forever xD. *edit* Oh yeah, Debbie sorry, left your chocolates in my bag then all melted le >.<. But they were still nice to eat lol.
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9:05:00 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I finally sent out the mail already. Its not to a reputable gym or it may not even be a pro gym. However, can still ask for recommendations. Quite excited. Haha quite jealous of Qiao Ling, she like dancing and nail art, and she is starting to do what she likes, to realize her dreams. And her parents support her. My dream? So violent, lol my parents wun support me one. But its better that way. I want to work hard and achieve my dream with my own 2 hands! RAWR!
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10:21:00 AM
Monday, February 09, 2009
I went valentine's day shopping with Jing Jing yesterday! Went to buy some stuff for my classmates. Haha i think its gonna be quite funny when i pass them their gifts tomorrow. Went to eat thai express. Wah, quite a rare occassion. Because of my diet, i havent been having good food. Suddenly increase my craving. Need to start studying already T.T
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2:19:00 AM
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Finally updating my blog after a very long time. So much has happened since I last updated. Been in and out of a relationship, made and lost friends, been wasted and now being in the best shape of my life. So what should I update first? With no order of preference, I'll start with the relationship part. Not really gonna go into details but just the rough skeleton of wats been going on these past few months. Guess it started sometime after her bdae, 25 August. I finally patched back with my first "official" gf Adeline. She was a nice person, but people change over time. We didn't patch back for long, broke up again few days before our 2nd month. How? Well, the story's quite messy but doesnt really matter to me anymore. What I knew from my side of the story was she fell for some other guy. A friend of mine. Of course now no more friends. She told me she was with him but couldn't tell me who it was. Not a very good idea. I broke off a lot of ties with a lot of my friends. And lost a few. But doesnt matter. U gain some u lose some. I had a rough idea who it was though, but till today I'm still unable to confirm. But why guess? As long as I have a person who I think it is its enough. I don't need to know the truth. Better to lose 1 friend even if he's innocent than to lose a group. Sacrifice. But I don't think that's the case. Everything adds up. WEST MALL DOG. *Shrug* Anyway, after my breakup, I was very very depressed. I like totally entrusted my whole heart to her, cause she was such a nice girl back when I used to know her. I didnt' know she'd changed so much. I was drunk for 1 month. I went drinking everyday and cried and drank and cried and drank. Ok maybe not 1 month, maybe 2. It was hell. But I was lucky. Throughout the whole time, I had a lot of friends who stood by me. Who carried me when I was at the weakest point in my life. Friends who would give me a comforting word, drink with me till dawn and give me a pat on the back and give me the strength to move on. Without these friends, I wouldn't have made it without you. I really have to honour their names here. TCM, 12, Chun Yuan, Tianzi, Ivan, Sarah and Sean. Very thank you. But its a good thing. A good thing i broke up. With this breakup, I finally found the anger. The hatred. The most powerful driving force that is driving me till today. And with this powerful burst of emotions, I have been training relentlessly. With the new year that came both Western and the Lunar new year, I've set but 1 goal. To take on the Featherweight championship and go pro. It still seems like a dream and very far. But slowly and surely, I'm sure I can do it. I may have started slow, but as the animes always say. "The tencai will lose to hard work". I believe as long as I train. As long as I train more than my competition. It will be achievable. Enough updating. Late already. Morning road work tomorrow. Sleeping soon.
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10:02:00 AM
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